Well i havent udated in a while, haven't found a reason to.. Things have been shitty, some good stuff happened but like most things started to crumble and then cracked and shattered.. Yadda Yadda, I havent been writing even tho i really do feel like it. Neither have I been taking any photos. I dunno what to really do any more. I'm just wandering letting time pass waiting for sleep which takes up the most amount of time. I figured out what words I wanna use for my tattoo which have a lot of meaning to me but i havent found anyone who is willing to design it...

Ah well... I'm just gonna keep on taking steps down roads i've been down before. *shrug* nothing much left to do.

~Chez

Ain't really got ne thing to say. But just thought I'd update to show I am still alive...

Update on life... Last week was so-so.. Kinda went a bit down hill midweek.. A friend of mine lost her baby very close to being due.. The baby was starting to turn so it was in the right position to be born but it's umbilical cable was wrapped around its neck and it died. Kind of made me in a quiet mood, just thought about it. The sorrow and pain to have to give birth to your child who lost its life before it even had a chance to begin.. A mothers pain

Tafe.. tafe, well I've kinda dropped out of tafe, they fucked around with me too much... I am just gonna start working for a bit. gather some money so i can put some aside incase i desperately need cash to pay a bill off or something. Also trying to organise myself cause I'm thinking of going to Canada n see a friend, temporarily break some links n take a break for a while, drink.. smoke (if need be), laugh and smile.

Still trying to find myself, all that crap.. Find my spark for writing, try to get my spark for photography and just find that one thing i can go and let it cleanse me and make me smile. I haven't been doing ne photoshop or nething of the sort, so much for 'I'll try and do one everyweek' I seem to do those types of promises at lot LOL empty promises is what they are called i believe... neh oh well..

Nuttin much else to say... Live well, cherish everything you have. And live every minute of your life to the fullest.

Yeah Brazil won, well done brazil... But take this into account Australia came into the world cup with the history of not even scoring a goal yet... got drawn with Brazil, socceroos scared Brazil good... Excellent defence n very nice attacks. unlucky on the shots n attempts but come on guys it was against the reigning champs... Australia did awesome..

Welldone australia, you guys did fucking awesome!!!!!! :cheer:

All i can say is this...


GO YOU MIGHTY SOCCEROOS!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

*runs around dancing*

Well stuff is still being a total fucking ass to me in my life, yet i've been able to deal with certain points n crap... Some stuff is getting better ( half the time >.> ) while some other stuff makes me wanna kick a random stranger in their janglies.

I am kinda trying to wipe the rust of my Photoshopping skills/ gain new skills thus the new Deviation. I made another just now while bumming about at Uni... Yeah I'm supposed to be doing work but hey you take 1hr n 20 mins of transport n see if you can be screwed concentrating on your work... So yeah, i made another but cause i aint got my sig that i can stick on I dun wanna put it up yet. So for those who actually watch me... i'll put it up when i get home before i go to work...

i'll try n submit a new one everyweek... Hopefully they wont look the same >.>